Today marks the
release of my Berkley e-special, Undone. This
is a fun little story that I wrote for the Unlaced anthology
which came out in 2008. The anthology won a Capa Award and the novella itself
won the National Readers Choice Award for best novella. I’m so happy that
Berkley is putting it out on its own in e-book format. I love this particular
story because it’s a May-December romance and my hero Dirk is such a hottie. I
hope you’ll think so, too! Here’s a blurb and excerpt for you to enjoy.
Margo Faraday is a mortgage broker who’s been off her game
ever since her last breakup. She needs help losing her inhibitions and
exploring her sensual freedom. So when she sees an ad looking for models to
pose for erotic pictures, she knows she’s found the solution. But opening
herself up to an amateur photographer who has no limits—and an uncensored
appreciation for the female body—will undoubtedly lead to something naughtier
than her wildest fantasies…
Undone
By Jasmine Haynes
Previously published as part of the Unlaced Anthology
Amateur Photographer Looking for
the Perfect Model.
Ever thought about posing for erotic pictures? We can start out with you clothed, then
various stages of undress until total nudity.
Pose as erotically as you’re comfortable with, perhaps even touch
yourself, use a toy or two. Let your
inhibitions go, I want you completely undone for the camera. The disposition of the pictures is up to you;
if you don’t want me to keep any, I won’t.
I’m not looking for a professional model, I want a real woman. I know you’re out there.
The A-frame house nestled among the pine, oak, and
redwoods was ablaze with icicle Christmas lights.
Of course, once she’d gotten home that night after
dinner with her best friend Lorie, Margo had vacillated. In the end, though, it was the echo of
Richard’s accusations that had her finally answering Dirk’s on-line ad for an
erotic model. Her ex-lover Richard
claimed she was unwilling to take a chance and worried excessively about what
everyone else thought, especially her mother, and her mother’s friends. That drove him crazy. It was ultimately why he left. So now, even if it was just once, she wanted
to do something wild and crazy, kinky and hot.
She wanted to prove to herself that Richard was wrong. She could get down and dirty, and have fun
while she was doing it.
Parking her sedan by the stand-alone garage, Margo
shut off the engine, and the silence of the forest settled in around her. The house was isolated. She’d passed several driveways coming up the
long, winding road, but the homes were set too far back to see more than a
porch lamp beaming through the trees.
The boy next door, Lorie called him. The Christmas lights twinkling along the
roofline attested to it. And Lorie had
vouched for him, not to reiterate the fact that Lorie’s brother had known him
since college. Dirk Araman. The name appealed to Margo in a warrior kind
of way. If someone accosted a woman in
the street, a guy named Dirk would run the mugger down.
Over the week since she’d e-mailed about his ad,
they’d exchanged several e-mails. He was
articulate, funny, and well, sweet. She
felt like she knew him. Mentioning how
she came to see the ad at Lorie’s, she’d asked him to keep it quiet. She hadn’t actually told Lorie she planned on
modeling for Dirk, and explaining herself to best friend now was out of the
question. All right, the secrecy was
shades of excessive worrying, but honestly, even Richard would agree she didn’t
have to broadcast her intent. Dirk
agreed to keep it to himself. She also
made it abundantly clear that the pictures would be for her use only. Not for this contest of his, not even for him
to keep.
She’d told she was forty-five, and though he was
twelve years younger, it hadn’t fazed him.
All he wanted was to take her picture while she... The photos were hers after they’d looked
through them together and he’d made all his notes. He explained about the photography competition,
that if he won, he stood to get national attention for his work. His goal for their session was to work on
posing, lighting, and a host of technical jargon that had passed right over her
head. He’d also asked her measurements
for some special lingerie he wanted to photograph her in. The competition was for nude portraits only,
but he was honest enough to admit he’d added the erotic part for the
titillation factor. Well, hell, she was
in it for the titillation, too.
That made them equal perverts.
Could she get naked for a stranger? She took care of herself. Her breasts were small, but they didn’t
sag. She didn’t consider herself a
bad-looking woman. But it was one thing
to say you’d do it, another to actually do
it. And touching herself for him? A hot shiver raced through her. Yes, she was nervous, but she wanted it. The idea was kinky, decadent. She’d just wasted one precious year ignoring
her needs after Richard left, and she wasn’t about to lose another year.
Margo threw open the car door and stepped out. The chilly December night bit through her
coat. Opening the rear door, she stuffed
her small purse, phone, and keys in her gym bag, which was packed with makeup
(camera lights could be harsh), lingerie (despite his having something special
for her to wear), a bottle of wine (she liked the sweet stuff), and her
vibrator. She didn’t know if she could
use it for him, yet the fantasy had haunted her. Her toy had seen extra duty every night this
week.
The three-story A-frame loomed above her. A balcony ran the length of the second floor,
and the third was obviously a loft. The
scent of wood smoke tinged the air.
Stepping up on the porch, she detected the soft sound of a woman’s
musical voice drifting through the panes of opaque glass in the door.
This was it, her last chance to rethink. She might have except for the distant echo of
Richard’s voice alleging that, just like her mother, she’d grow old in her
pristine, picture-perfect life, and find out she hadn’t done a damn thing with
it. No risks, true, but no rewards
either.
Margo pressed the bell.
A giant answered her ring. Oh.
My. God. Though she was five-six, with four extra
high-heeled inches, the man at the door towered over her like the Incredible
Hulk. He had to be at least
six-foot-five. His thighs in black jeans
were the size of tree trunks, his chest beneath a red-and-black flannel shirt
rippled with muscles, and his hands would span her waist, room leftover. With a face made up of blunt angles, square
jaw, sharp cheekbones, and a slightly crooked nose that had been broken at
least once, he looked like the warrior his name implied.
Margo clutched her bag to her chest, and her heart
pumped fast and hard. What had she
gotten herself into?
“I’m glad you didn’t change your mind, Margo.”
His voice was liquid smoke easing over her nerve
endings. The stuff of wet dreams, it
trickled down her spine, settling between her legs. She’d always been around average men, and
Dirk was anything but average. Truth to
tell, there was something bone-melting about his sheer body mass, all muscle
and no fat.
He watched her watching him, his eyes an
extraordinary shade of blue totally unexpected beneath that short cap of thick,
dark sable hair. “Maybe I should have
sent you a picture before you agreed to meet me,” he said.
Then he smiled, and Margo’s libido went into
overdrive as a single boyish dimple appeared at the left corner of his
mouth. It transformed his face from
Boris Karloff’s Frankenstein to...well, Margo didn’t know exactly. Except that the combination of his smile and
size made her panties damp.
“You can back out right now, if you want.” He held the door wide, standing slightly to
the side so she could enter. If she wanted.
Yet he didn’t touch her with anything but that smile.
Right. That’s
exactly what Richard would expect her to do.
Turn tail and run. You’re so afraid someone might actually find
out you’ve got a dirty mind. Newsflash,
Margo, most people have dirty minds.
You’re nothing special.
She realized she’d been staring rudely. “I’m sorry.
You’re just so...”
“Big,” he supplied.
“You’d never believe my mother is only five-foot-one and a hundred and
five pounds.”
Margo gaped.
“No way.”
He nodded, a hank of brown hair falling across his
forehead.
“What about your dad?”
“Five-eight and the proverbial ninety-pound
weakling. He always claimed I belonged
to the milkman.” The dimple appeared
again, his blue eyes twinkling like Christmas tree lights, and Margo imagined
everyone laughing over the family legend.
The night air was creeping beneath her long wool
skirt, and all his central heat was whooshing through the wide open door. She couldn’t take forever to make up her
mind. She’d wanted the titillation of
doing something out there and kinky. She
wanted the erotic photos. She needed to
feel alive again, needed a
connection. But whereas before she’d
fantasized of stripping down for a total stranger, now she realized she wanted
to do it for this man.
Dirk Araman held out his hand. And Margo took it...
I hope you enjoyed this excerpt. You can find Undone on Kindle Nook Kobo iBookstore All Romance
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